In Our Walk (2018-2019)

For solo viola
Duration: 9.5 minutes

Program note:

Introspective, mournful, and filled with contemplation, In Our Walk is inspired by the oppression of historically marginalized communities, particularly that seen in Jewish history as a result of antisemitism, in addition to depression, suicidal thoughts, and conflict within one's self. The piece is comprised of variations upon musical translation of a transliteration of the last phrase from the Jewish hymn "Adon Olam." The hymn has a solemn association and in some congregations is recited to proclaim a death in the community. In Our Walk is about our spiritual walk through life, with the suffering and wisdom it brings. The piece does not ever reach the joyful parts of life, although there is one point near the end of the piece where a motif begins with potential for happiness that it is continuously interrupted, all coming to a peaceful resting place of faint smile before arriving at the final statement. In this reflection, it is as though one is still amidst turmoil, trying to tell a story, only, hasn't quite sorted it out yet, and the oppression continues to bring suffering. There is a struggle to fit the pieces together, to understand the connection within the chaotic confusion. Never finding anything certain, in this journey to understand the universe, besides the one vision of truth that has been there all along, shaping every aspect of the journey, bringing hope, comfort, and courage, only plainly clear in the closing phrase: "Adonai li v'lo 'ira," meaning, "The Lord is with me, I will not fear."

Performance recording:
Performed by Em Singleton
St. Augustine Music Festival 2020 livestream concert
June 27th, 2020

Cover art by Diamante Bolduc